now it's down to two days...
i can imagine myself walking around de city alone on my birthday...
it sounds so pathetic... T__________T
it's 15th... in 8 days is the day i was born....
i still remember last yr of this month i was busy working and at the same time planning my birthday party... i still remember how i was looking forward to it so badly.. felt just like yesterday...
but.. this year... just a week away.. moreover it's easter break! holiday on my birthday!
but i cant imagine myself looking forward to this yr birthday... why? Cuz i'll be alone for this yr,,, instead of a birthday party/celebration i used to had.. it'll be sitting in front of computer on a saturday night alone in an empty house watching dramas or assignments acc me thru this so-call-eventful day of my life.... pathetic life... T__________T
After one month plus of surviving... i fell down again...
i cant help myself but to feel so lonely today..
i woke up and all my housemates went out for dinner, leaving me alone in this big empty house...
and to top tat im facing some other personal issues... why is today so hard to pass...
feeling all down and moody both mentality and physical....
couldn't hold myself any longer...
lol.. to day i accompany my housemate's gf went to city to shop for shoe... gosh the streets was so tempting... so many things i wanna buy.. lol... especially there's one boots in rubi cost bout 40... it was cute.. tempted but wont wanna waste more money... =( lately been spending alot on cosmetic(lipgloss) and clothes~ the sales are on nonstop- for end of season... gosh shopping paradise in melbourne..
and today i saw a cute way of walking your dog~ by placing the dog in a kiddo's bicycle... tat's right..
isn't tat adorable??
and speaking of pets.. here in melbourne i hardly see any stray dogs unlike KL full of it running around the street.. that's one achievement for aussie.. lol.. also one weird thing, i have been here for almost 2 months and i don see any cats at all.. not even one!! dog lovers are everywhere but no cat lover... hmmm...
