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♥ The Journey of My Life ♥
Wednesday, June 25, 2008

read the title, u'll be thinking what's wrong with my life.. u'll think that i write this down due to stress of assignment etc.. some probably think im just writing for fun or to get attention..
but u don't know me well enough to judge...

why i hate my life...? something i unable to tell u.. not even my close fren..(sorry ya)
but i can't stand.. arghhhhhhh!! i just wish to be free from here.. from where i was born to... wanna tell someone so badly at least i need not suffer this much but cant.. when u see me, i probably gave u the impression that im someone who have no worries(except studies).. but actually im not.. just that i had been keeping it to myself... why want to let others know ur bad side,rite?

basically this post pointless. sorry to waste ur time in reading.. i just suddenly feel like wanna shout out...
just remember "don't judge a book by its cover"

p/s: to my frens, please do notask what is the prob that i had to keep from u... after reading...
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Friday, June 20, 2008

Today for Ms. Pecky's class, she allows us to use the time to practice our drama/short sketch for next week presentation on social issue.

So, me, Rachel, Kah Chean, Alan and Izuan(one group) went to photography studio. We practiced for 2-3 times.. and .. , most of the time are not wasted on acting.. it was used in doing crazy things-dance etc while resting.. It's weird that once we're in the photography studio/ once we grouped together to do this drama, the 5 of us became sort of not ourself... it's the first time, (i think) in 2 and a half yrs of studying together that all of us went wild...

During the first day of practice- yesterday, we danced and even recorded our NGs and silly moments..

Today- our second day.. we camwhore like nobody's business...



Fly girl fly!! Spread your wing!!!



Normally, ppl use hand creat star shape- we being unique, used leg.. keke (clockwise from left-(black pants) chean, me, rachel, izuan, alan)




Hear no evil, speak no evil, see no evil..


Photobucket

the gif.. (looks funny.. haha)



YMCA!! but terbalik.. read from right to left.. lol



chearleading posture? maybe.. haha..



untitled.. *not sure what title suitable to put*



Posing the tired, exhausted looks not because of acting! because of kept posing for the camera!!



dude! u both are sooo gay!!!!!!!!! homosexsual!!!! both became gay after doing their 1st presentation entitled homosexsual



pole dance!! or hugging session?!


Being random...
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Saturday, June 14, 2008

Today was my college- Alfa International College Carnival, in conjunction with their 10 years anniversary and open day. Plus half of the amount(i think) students earned will be donated to the China earthquake victims. Never had such event in college since the day i entered. So from the previous event photo album, i imagined that it would be huge and sort-of-grand. But not at all.. there were only two big tent placed outside the main entrance and 12 tables(average size) as stall for each classes. included the lobby's. can u imagine it? yeah, very small! Ther are total of 15 stall according to my lec, but as i recall there are food stall got 2, drinks got 2, dessert 1-my class, merchandise got 3, tarot card analysis 1, game 1, nail polish(forgotten the correct term) 1, song dedication 1.

i reached college about 8.30 am. helped out lec to cary stuff while waiting for other classmates to reach. Our class selling dessert- jelly + choco fruit... So around 9, all of us started to display the foods and get ready everything needed..

it was crazy in the morning... the stall beside us selling egg tart, and they were screaming loud to attract customers. We also follow.. lol... We was shouting "Jelly" and the senior opposite us shouted" CD"(they're selling CD and other merchandise) it was funny.. everyone was looking at both of our stall.. paiseh.. haha..

Jelly sold out quite fast propably cuz it's cheap( 3 pcs for RM1) Mr Koh brought 30 pcs . Thanks Mr. Koh!!! haha.. Alan and Edmund even went to nearby restaurant to sell the jelly to outsiders..
Not many outsiders came today, those who came are student's friends and family. probably because of marketing department did not advertise much.

One thing i found it funny was, my senior told me that college charged RM0.20 for outsiders for entering into the toilet. LOL! can't believe they would do so!!!

Arond 2pm, we decided to pack since no one come already except seniors and students... The remaining fruits(uncut), we sold it to lecturers.. keke... to get back the costs..

The event just ended not long ago.. am exhausted the whole day.. but was fun... everyone enjoyed for sure.. ^^

*hope we earn alot after deduct the cost price*The

Picture Time!!



See that?! our carnival area is so small...



Our signboard!! The mascot are cute,rite? Thx to Alan



our stall!!! Jelly Belly & Choco Moco!!



The Jellies that we sell..
p/s: hope u(alan) won't mind *point at watermarked*



The Chocolate Stall



Will you think that we're sister?
Do we look like one?

All pictures credit to Alan!
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

There's something we can't live without...

of cause the common one are food, drinks, etc..

We also can't live without FRIENDS




In life, there are numeral stages we need to go through,


...childhood.. junior high.. high school.. college.. work industry...

Every stage we'll meet new people.. but how many of us actually able to keep our friendship until the end.. All those "You're my BFF(best friend forever)", " You're my closest friends" are craps..!

if you ask me, i'll say i do not believe this so-call-promise-words. We may be BFF for now but once we enter into the new stage and meet new people in life, with our busy schedule, it's nature that we'll leave our old friends behind.. Some of you may disagree with me, but who cares..I'm just saying out my POV. This is a democratic country-freedom to voice out, isn't it? ^^
*no offence ya*


i once had a close friend, we quickly became close friends during junior high. when we went to separate path in high school, we became pen pal.. We almost tell each other everything in the letter.. But as time goes by, and due to the hectic schedule both of us faced, slowly we stop writing letter to one another... and soon probably we'll forget each other or become hi-bye friends.


anyway, have you ever wonder what are friends for? to be use? to share each other ups and downs? im still wondering...
why i would ask? simple, because few months back, an old friend of mine contacted me. We hardly see one another for almost 3 years.. of cuz i was happy to hear from her. We chatted several times. Then, one day she asked me to join her company LB.. i refused and since then i did not hear from her at all.. on her bday i sent her a bday wish. Guess what? she asked "who are you..?" And last sat, she called and asked me to come for a carnival organized by her company.. she'll only look for me if she thinks she can benefit something...

So you tell me.. What are friends for?
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Saturday, June 7, 2008

It's friday night~! (well yesterday..lol)

went to Souled Out for dinner at Sri Hartamas with Nicole, Ee Wah, Adrian, Eddie, Jason,Nicholas and his gf... i guess you can say this is my first time having dinner in this type of restaurant... the atmosphere was nice. Prices are reasonable.. (for other dishes and drinks..) but probably because i ordered the wrong dish, wasn't completely full so part of me felt not worth the price..

i had a grilled chicken chop and dragonfly- total RM34(RM22+RM12).

- Mua chicken chop.. do u think this dish worth its price?


- Dragonfly drink.. mixture of many types of fruits.. etc.. can't remember what else in it..


after dinner, noticed some already feel started to feel bored.. So Nicole and Ee Wah suggested we take some pics- photo time!! haha.. as always..

-Group Pic (L-R) adrian, me!^^, mummy, daddy, jason, nicole, ee wah, eddie



- candid


-Feling bored


After dinner, jason, daddy, mummy and nicole went back.. while the rest of us went to cineleisure for movie, cheng han came not long later and joined us. We watched Prom Night aka "Malam Maut" at 11.20pm.. Malam Maut?? what a "good" translation.. the show is quite direct and keep killing.. i feel the storyline not that interesting.. the whole movie focus on the man killing.. killing and killing... but sound effect are cool..
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Micky Park Yoo Chun..

if you able to read this..

Happy 22nd Birthday!!

생일축하합니다

Saengilchukkahamnida....

Hope u'll have a blast celebration with your family and group members!





- innocent yoochun...


- cute yoochun...
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Dang! Just came back home and my uncle said i can't online... So i'm writing this on the spot- probably couple days later only able to post out...

Today woke up at 2pm,. Then I received a phone call from ee wah asking me out to mid valley with Adrian and Nicole. We actually planned to have Baskin Robin since last sat. Therefore, I agreed to meet with them. Around 4pm, Adrian and Ee Wah arrived. I just found out that Nicole did not tag along as she had phobia towards Mid Valley since she lost her wallet twice in the past. Well, we shopped awhile, wanted to watch movie but don’t know why, that idea was scratched off from our mind. So we decided to have dinner early. At first Ee Wah suggested Chilie’s. Looked at the menu, quite expensive.. Then, we went to The Garden. Both Adrian and Ee Wah wanted to have Japanese cuisine. No choice but to follow them although I dislike sushi. Why I dislike? Because when I was young ( I think around 7-8 years old..?) I tried some sushi brought at Carrefour, and taste awful, I even vomited. Since then, I never touch any sushi in my life.
Anyway, so we went to Sushi Zanmai, next to The Borders. They had few plates of sushi, I tried some..er.. taste kinda weird.. I ordered ebidon ( prawn with egg covered the rice) while they had a bowl of noodle/ramen..

After dinner, we went to baskin robin since there have 31% discount. I wanted to try the ice-cream fondue at the Garden, but costs RM40.00.. sigh… The Garden does not have any discount, so we went back to Mid Valley’s. Gosh! There were soooooo many people waiting in line. We had to take a number just to buy the ice-cream! Our num was 102 while the current num was 80+.. So we decided to sit nearby and chatted.. After about 10-15 minutes passed, we went back to the shop, and guess what? Our num had passed! It was already 107!!! Sigh.. had to take a new num – 144.. Afraid we might miss again, we just stand there, wait… almost one hour( I think) passed, finally it’s our turn!! We had pint size with 2 fav of ice cream costs RM17.00. Three of us shared one pint. Thinking back, it was funny, the purpose of today’s outing was to have baskin robin’s ice-cream( because of the discount) and we waited for an hour just to buy one cup of ice-cream… lol…
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