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♥ The Journey of My Life ♥
Friday, December 21, 2007

today i went out with my lec,james and my classmates.. we were suppose to have earlier christmas celebration. therefore, we went to 1 Utama. all 5 of us(me, kah chean, alden,edmund,rachel) went to watch Alvin and the chipmunk.. it was hillarious! i love the chipmunks even more.. their christmas is here song has been humming in my mind since yesterday... after the movie,rahel wasn't feeling well,therefore she went back earlier... while i went ups and downs to search for AADBSK 2 dvds, finally i found at rockzone but the price.. WOW! costly RM 300! my mum definitely wont buy for me.. *sigh* patiently waiting to save more for it. or shouldnt i buy? does it worth it? im still considering despite my love for the boys.. part of me want it so badly part of me felt it's a waste of money..

so back to my outing, we came across a snake performance. alde4n was asking what does snake got to do with christmas spirit.. lol.. we were wondering too.. anyway, around 5pm, james-our lec finaly came to meet up. but we end up going out for dinner. pity him as he used 1 hour to find a parking and just 10 minutes being in 1U he got to leave, he fetched us all to pure korean BBQ at sri hartamas called DAORAE-the official korean restaurant that sponsored dbsk's concert also the one tha dbsk went for dinner. altho the one i went was its headquarter. it was my first time to have korean bbq-in my life! lol... i didnt know what to order, therefore, james made all the decision. haha.. i must say, the foods are delicious! and it was my first time to consume that much veg.. haha-im more of a carnivour type of person.foods were nice but its price even nicer! just 6 of us with 3 dishes of meats, kimchi pancake, and several side dishes already costed RM201.00! OMG! o_0 i only have RM30 in my wallet, therefore james said it's ok.on top of that, i able to get dbsk's poster from last year(i asked the onwer to give me one.. hehe)
The dishes served





Poster i got for FREE

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

the whole class was suppose to submit several design proposal on high-end chocolate packaging and today my classmates told me that my design wasnt chosen.. few of my classmates and my junior's design were short-listed.. due to this, it makes me have a second thought.. am i actually suitable to be a designer.. it's my second year now appproaching 3rd aka final year of my course.. i know im not suppose to think this questionsince im graduating by next year.... sigh.. to think back, i was so passionate on design course.. but now... i doubt my creativity, i cant see my future as a designer... am i seriously suitable to be one? no point thinking of this question now.. i have chosen my path and it's too late for me to turn back.. my life is symbolise to the poem "The road was taken."

note: thanks to andrew for being there and for comforting me.. for changing my thinking altho for just a sec... arigatou...
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early morning as usual, i woke up around 7something to get ready for college. however due to yesterday's news, indonesia faced 8.4(dont recal the units) of earthquake, malaysia also got slightly affected. my area most probably because i stayed in a condominium, i felt my building was shaking quite bad while brushing my teeth. even worse than yesterday.. i was so scared at that time, afraid the building might collapes... However, after 1 minute plus, it stopped. i asked my parents but they didnt feel the shaking -most probably they were washing stuffs. today was the 3rd times in MALAYSIA i felt the earthquake. frist time was during tsunami year, second was yesterday night right after i came back from college.. i do feel that in the future malaysia might will face these disasters happens.... i fear malaysia will no longer be a country free from nature disasters...
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A day to remembered.... it was the grand final for the fireworks competition held at Putrajaya. My bro wanted to go ever since i shown him some pics and video on the fireworks a week ago.. was excited to watch but the day turns out bad.... on our way out, my mum brought the digital camera along. juz within 5 minutes later, i asked for the camera, apparently my mum put it in a plastic bag which has a small hole!!! i quickly search the plastic bag but sadly it's gone... searched the whole car and house areas yet no sight of the camera at all... All my assignments's pictures are in it. now i have to redo and worse is i don't have a camera to use (this sem i'm having photography class!) *die* i was mad and frustrated over my mum for being so reckless for putting the camera inside the plastic bag instead of letting me to keep/hold it...
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Purtajaya Fireworks
last sat, i went to Putrajaya to watch fireworks competition organized by the minister of tourism in conjunction with visit malaysia 2007.last sat was Italy turn to performed. Man, darn nice and cool-their fireworks, way cooler then our own country. There's one kind whereby it formed a star and heart shape in the air. the formation and arrangement of the whole performance was awesome. i'm glad i went there to witness it. My family and i was sitting nearby as in the fireworks were released just opposite us. it was the closest moment i been when watching fireworks. Their duration of the released fireworks was only 20 minutes. Although the fireworks was fun to watch but we have to face the traffic. Have to sit in the car for 2-3 hours. Should be more but luckily my cousin took the other road which is less use. nevertheless, glad i went to watch.
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College Reopen
Today college reopen after one month of holiday... I was surprise to see my college... due to the change of name since last month, there were also changes of our main building. The main building, all the classrooms include computer labs's wall are replaced with glasses. it's actually nice and looks high class, however, it'll be creepy cuz everyone outside the hallway will be able to see what students are doing when attending classes. We can't sleep or act funny in he class cuz fear that lecturers and others students will notice from outside.moreover, we also have additional two computer lab. kinda eager to attend classes after the renovation but at the same time scare.. hahaha........
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Frustrated 1
I'm being kind enough to help u to celebrate your birthday but this is how u repay me?! By cancelling the party few days before the event.!!! Yes, i know it's ur party and u have the rights to cancel it, however, if u didn't want to have a party at the first place, u should have say so. Not during last minute when i already wasted my time and money to arranged everything. Activities and plans already prepared for you and all you need to do is to call your friends as it's your b'day.. But Nooooo, u said " i got no time to call them. let's just cancel it,k? plz inform others...". " i don't have the time to do that's y i say it's up to you. Anyway, it's the thoughts that count." BULLSHIT... because of this event, i cancelled my trip to Penang with my college mates.-who knows when will i be able to hang out with them as this year is their final year. All because i had promised to help you to celebrate your b'day!!! Now i couldn't go on the trip and you msg-ed me to cancel it!!! Do you know how angry i was at that time! I should have listen to my mum and go for the trip instead of going to your party.

During the process of planning, you suggest to change time la, change venue and etc.. that one fine, i bear with it. but not this! Nevertheless, it's your b'day, none of my business after all. i'm just mad at myself why on earth did i agree to help you to celebrate. Now i learned my lesson. In the future, hope i remember to not co-operate or help you in organizing neither a trip of events.
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Frustrated

i was/ am assigned to organize a party for my friend this sat and have to make reservation by thurs. Just to organize one small event causes so many probs!!! darn frustrated.. i asked the birthday girl to call her friends since i dunno and don't have their nums. but up till now none of them confirm.. ok that's fine... then, Just now i asked how is she going to the destination... guess wat she replied ," no one fetch? how i know o?!" my goodness, Just because i help to organize this party doesn't mean i have to plan everything include her transportation.. i mean, although it's ur birthday, as the saying goes birthday girl is the boss.. but even i myself also seek help from friend to fetch and now u expect me to go around and ask other friends to fetch u. for wat i wanna waste my credit on this. i already spent alot on inviting ppl. Moreover, i ask u for opinion on the afternoon activities i planned, yet no reply. Fine.. Asked u to suggest-even worse, reply like i didn't mention about it b4....

After all this years, i tot u would at least change. But NO... u're still the same as before, do work sambil lewa... i don't know why on earth did i volunteer to organize this party for u. I'm sooooooo fed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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DBSK Album
today i went to mid valley with an old friend of mine. we were suppose to go for window shopping. while walking, i came across tower record. there's 20% discount on all the cd. so i tot of buying DBSk album since i got hooked with them ever since i watched their mini dramas. so funny and cute... i came across the 3rd album and tohoshinki-five in black. hesitate to buy which, plus it was my first time buying an original cd of my fav band/singer cuz for the past i don't really have any fav. singers nor bands... this was the first band that made me into them. i wonder why. in the end, i brought the 3rd album together with the vacation drama.

unfortunately, when i came home and open it, there isn't any english sub,only chinese!!! i only know how to speak n listen but dunno how to read chinese *sob sob* . so i went to crunchyroll to watch their vacation with eng sub. wasted for buying the cd yet i don't understand what they saying... while online-ing, i came across his hug song sang in chinese. OMG!!! DBSK is so talented, although their chinese not fluently, but i can still understand what they're saying. it makes me like them more especially Chang min... heard they're coming to malaysia end of this year, wonder if it's true... cuz i wanted to go since i missed their concert last year.
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