my true love started when i was in form 4.. i was naif and care more about my family, friends and studies more than him. i wasn't a good gf, i admit that... long story short, we broke up in march 2005. i regretted about de break up. a year and 9 months had passed. i thought i had completely forgotten bout him as i had been busy on my college's assignments almost the entire year. but i was wrong. im lying to myself, de fact is i stil haven't move on. i stil hoping for second chance together. i was thinking of confessing my feelings to him.
sadly, my hopes crushed on dec 28th when my friend told me that he's going after another girl. a part of me do wish him and her happe forever as he's a nice guy and deserved someone better. yet another part of me hope i can win him back(but it's soo impossible). now i have to force myself to forget him and move on. but you c, to forget someone is very hard. i let time took its place yet not enough. now i felt like stuck in de past relationship and couldn't move forward. day after day, on the outside i would show my happy face in front of my family and friends while i suffer sadness inside... what can i do to have my life back?
