it was and still is tough to adapt here.. the weather is super cold.. and im not used to taking public transport go and back alone.... comes home alone... dinner alone.. such a big room(crashing in my bf's friend's house) with noone to be with but myself... my room mates most of the time stayed in the room with the gf.... so we didnt mix much... this few days will be a difficult time to pass... morning, noon is stil fine as i can meet up with bro or go to uni... but when night comes... i miss my home.. i miss mum soo much!!! it's my first time in my whole life i cried so many times.... with the different time zone, it's hard to skype nor chat with mum online...
and just now i checked my mail just noticed my mum sent me an email telling me to take care and how she misses me.. i cant help but to cry ots... altho there were many times i wished i leave the house due to some arguements.. but seeing now tat i really did and to be apart for so long, i misses her alot!! i wanna go home badly...
