it's been a week since i left KL... and i stil cant get used to here... the weather.. the cultural.. and most of all.. the loneness... yes i understand that this is just the beginning.. i understand that most of my friends are out there supporting me( in fb).. but it just seem so hard... during the day i can be normal... but when bight arrives.... especially when im in the room, i can't help but to feel the pain... the loneness being here with no family or loved ones at home waiting... with noone to accompany me out to buy groceries, or to dine out or just to walk around....
it's just not the same anymore.. and to bear it for a year and half.. i doubt i cant go through it... moreover, seeing my parent condition at home hurts me even more... whenever i received my parent email, i can't help but to cry out loud... it hurts seeing her being mood-less to work and having insomnias.. seeing her like tis, i just wanna grab a tix and hop onto the plane right away... but i couldn't.... felt so helpless... pls take care of urself... i'll try my best to be home by mid yr....
