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Sunday, October 26, 2008

Procrastinate killsssssssssssss....

and yet im infected...




P/s: FYI, Procrastinate = to postpone something till another day aka delay ur works...
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High School Musical 3... trailer looks exciting and interesting.... and i had waited for so long to be release in cinema... but after watching the show... it's not as interesting as i thought it would be.... It's funny, no doubt but the story is quite normal.. High School Musical 1 is still the best, in my opinion...

The story is about their senior year, last year in high school, and Gabriella had to leave East High earlier to pursue her tertiary studies in Stanford, while Troy had difficulties to choose between basketball and theater for his college.... And for their school's theater spring theme/show, this year is all about them(the senior), a story about the 6 senior life in high school, prom night and graduation day.

But their songs are awesome... and the ending, the graduation part, where they created a image of the wildcat mascot with human... anyone knows where can download its OST?-altho i know the CD is currently selling in stores wrldwide.. lol..*hides myself*-



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OMG! NOV !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Release of Twilight! a MUST watch movie of the year.. check out the trailer:


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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Today at noon went to college(altho no classes) to meet up with Hunt, Ms Ong, Mr Eugene and Ms Amy Ai. Together we took lrt to KLCC, to menara maxis just next to klcc.. Went to 25th floor to attend the Tanjong Heritage 2008 Award Ceremony. I wont the first prize for acrylic category while Hunt won third prize for watercolour category.

It was said that winners had to reach the venue by 3.15pm for rehearsal/short brief and the ceremony will start at 3.45pm.. But as usual, Malaysian time.. The ceremony started around 4.15pm cuz was waiting for all the VIPs to arrive.. As usual, it starts off with speech from VIP(s), after that is the prize giving moment. I was the first to be called up to get the cheque.. and gosh, was sooooo nervous to be first!!! Even the guy who hand out the prize to winners said " very nervous huh?" lol...

Out of 10 colleges and 200++ students participated and only 15 won. Winners are from Dasein College, University Technology Mara, Sunway, MIA and not to forget.. ALFA International College!!! hahaha.... - hope I didn't left out any-

I saw several familiar faces of winners from Dasein college.. Some of the Dasein students won last year.

yeah!! my prizie!! cheque and certificate



the-who-must-not-be-name.... haha...


After that, winners are to proceed to bottom level and stand beside our own painting...

VIPs and reporters and other visitors will take pictures, look around and ask questions such as "why did you choose this style?" "what's ur inspiration?" etc etc etc... After all the hard explainations.. (lol, it's not that hard actually...), we able to have our tea time buffer(?), it should actually be call dinner buffer! there are lots of foods!! altho it's less compare to last year but still acceptable.. hehe..


Everything are in mini size.... so cuteeeeee....

Too bad i forgotten to take my camera, otherwise there will be more pictures to show you.. Anyway, curious what is my painting????



ta-daaa....


Title: A Step into the Past...
Image: it's a interior of a restaurant...
Style: pointilism style...


slightly different from normal, cuz i used only 4-5 colours, and mostly are dark to show the interior and bring out the past feeling(?)... According to the comment writen by the judges, can't remember all, but they said that with the white colour, it makes the internal room looks like external... For this style, u need to see the painting from far....

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

The nature of life...
delivered into this world - learn to study til tertiary level-work-marriage(?)-retire-live peaceful life(if you have any)

Why do we study?
what the purpose of studying?
to gain knowledge...?
as a guarantor for a work..?
we work for passion? or just to earn income to survive?
bored of this life yet can't survive without it...
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Monday, October 20, 2008


http://www.kancilawards.com/index.php/events/ad-unplugged/461

today went to Ad Unplugged Workshop.. organized by kancil and 95% creative academy. Wanted to go since last year but back then, everyone dont want to do cuz expensive.... but this yr i think probably cuz it's our final year so they decided to go.. haha.. altho the price is pricey..! RM80 per person... Total 6 of us went , included me- Rachel, Alan, Leong Teck, Naufal and Rachel Chu (junior). The workshop starts from 9.30am -6.00pm. Besides us- Alfa International college, there are students from Taylor's, SAITO, UTAR PJ, IACT and 95% academy (it's a copywriting college). There are 40++ students...

All of us are divided into different groups.. there are 10 groups in total. and i was in the first group.. dang.. had to sit the most front right, near a speaker.... 5 people in one group, i met joey,wei ming, imran and one more forgotten his name.. *sorry* gosh, taylor's are so lucky, the college sponsored them to participate in this workshop.. more than 10 students came.. more than RM100++ used.. lucky them.. haha..

In the first half, we got to watch the scene behind kancil award, one that never been reveal before- the interviews of the judges..... such as how they choose the artwork?, what type of artwork attracts them?, what standard they looking for?, what type of artwork able to get gold? and etc.... besides that, they also taught us a simple formula to get idea... shown us several examples of ad such as energizer, BMW M3 and Halo...




i like tis commercial... it's cool and amazing...


Then after lunch, we're given a brief and to brainstorm on that product as a group and to be present later in the evening.. The product we're doing is Monarch Abdominal Guard[ball guard]. Usually sportman used to protect their testicles from getting injury during the game. Those who don't know what a ball guard is enter here: http://images.google.com.my/images?um=1&hl=en&q=Abdominal+Guard

a few of the students cabut after lunch, including leong teck... it's stupid u paid so expensive and u just leave the workshop liddat.. it's like throwing money into the sea...


Anyway, all of us discussed for like 2-3 hours?? Mr Jeff, the grandfather of ECD[ executive creative director, i think] came and helped us, lead us and guide us...




everyone wrote in a given blank A4 while we write in mahjong paper.. lol.. see how messy our so-call-mindmap.. haha



the result we came out of.... Mr. Jeff said he like that we included some local personality in it.. -the Datukship.. haha...

don't get it? Well, basically it says the target audience would use this product because they dont want to be a loser, and with this product it can keeps you in the game and continue to paly til the end.

the idea? instead of giving answer, we provoke question " what else stop you from getting the datukship?" shows that the product keeps u in the game, and with the spirit of not wanting to be a loser, there's nothing else can stop u to win the match. So choose Monarch Abdominal Guard!

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

Do we have to come to this level of friendship?
altho many things happened in the past...
but we're still gonna be classmates for couple more months..
if you want to behave that way, fine... i'll have it your way...
u want silent treatment.. you got it..
u want ignorence.. i won't bother to care...
I understand so i'll just let u heal by urself...

in future.. the choice is in ur hand..
u want to remain friends, i wont mind and welcome you...
u want to be stranger, i'll grant your wish...
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Thursday, October 16, 2008

today was our second presentation.. a redo presentation from the week before raya.... cuz lec wasn't satisfied with certain topics.. sigh...

first presentation got shot badly.. second presentation makes no diff.. they still fire their opinions but more on giving examples on our ideas- really need that badly.. haha...

sigh... my concept and idea was commented quite badly... i wonder how am i gonna do my sketches... lec been rejection my works for uncountable times... T_T

on the bright side, ms ong told me, tanjung heritage award ceremony will be held next thurs... yeah each.. finally i can receive my prize.. keke... but this time only the winners and lec can go.. friends aren't allow to follow unlike last year.. tat sux...
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creativity? think out of the box?

How to do that when one is out of ideas...?!

blank state of mind...

Books... internets... magazines.. etc... already tried searching every print materials yet im stil couldn't think of anything..
I used to be able to think something out quite fast but for this final sem... it just seem so hard.. is it becuz lec is more strict seeing it's our final? or because i want my campaign to be perfect therefore my thinking became too complicated?

ARghhhhhhhh.. i already wasted several weeks in thinking and sketching yet none was approved...

Mr./Ms. Idea.. when will i meet you??
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Sunday, October 12, 2008

Yesterday went to Pavilion for a movie... Watched "Buttery fly Lovers", well basically it's something similar to Romeo & Juliet. It a story of the past, ancient yr? dynasty yr? - dont know which.. Anyway, it's about a girl from rich family disgust as a male to learn kung fu(cuz tat area only accept male). There she knew a senior and fall for him... Not long later she went home and found out she had to married a childhood guy whom she treated as a brother. Reluctant to marry him for was forced to because the guy threaten to harm her parents. On the day of the marriage, she eaten a turtle egg(?- cant recall which animal's egg) and dead(more of pretend to be dead like the poison Juliet drank). The senior thought she really died, and went to rescue her.. During the journey he was hurted badly... When he managed to rescue her, he brought her to butterfly land and plan to buried her and him along... (his juniors helped to buried both of them) When it was time she woke up, he already laying beside her,dead... She laying quietly and being buried alive under the sands... They reincarnate as a pair of butterflies... The end..

lol.. i know the summary abit cacat.. i didnt include other incidents.... if you're curious.. then go watch for yourself..
and btw, doesn't it sound like Romeo and Juliet story?

After that, went to Sg. Wang to buy DBSK 4th's album..- MIROTIC! finally i can get my hand on them.. haha.. cost me RM88..


The package/items inside



The cover album



The photobook (am disappointed with the photobook.. the pictures are mostly similar.. i tot would be something fresh... )



Love this the most.. lol... Their sexy smooking body.. haha.. cassio probably went wild over this..
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Saturday, October 11, 2008

just got home from helping mum in the shop...
On our way back, just in front of MEI Furniture shop(outside desa petaling), i just saw an accident.. it was either saga or wira car.. and the position of the car was upside down.. which is why im curious.. the car was in the middle of the road upside down..(?) i didnt see clearly cuz was opposite of the road, but also don't see any damages around the surrounding.. so how did it turned upside down.. lol...
This new probably will appear in tomorrow's newspaper.. ^^

p/s: just being random.. hahaha
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Sunday, October 5, 2008

like any other gurls, im afraid of insects such as cockroach , worms etc...
also am afraid of being alone....

i used to loved to be alone at home after class... and used to walk alone from lrt station to tuition centre or high school to tuition centre( just opposite of my previous school)...
i'm not sure why, i just like to be alone.. especially at home.. you can do whatever you like without getting scold by parents.. such as switch on the music as loud as you like... (back then afternoon, my neighbours are mostly not at home.. haha).

but since the incident which occurred to me at the beginning of this year- the robbery...
i fear to be left alone... if im alone in the complex and had to wait for friends, that is still ok but if to be left alone at home, i won't dare to go to other rooms, won't want to leave the living hall and would be very sensitive towards noises outside- any kind, loud or soft... but now at least better... trying to to be less alert of the noises, do not want to be tat paranoid.. lol

I also afraid to walk all the way to lrt station from my college at Paramount Garden, PJ by myself.. I would constantly look around and try to speed up my pace cuz alot of snatch-and -run case in PJ. Our college former receptionist was on the way back and her handbag was snatched by a thief...

can we really able to overcome our fear?
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Thursday, October 2, 2008

many people walks in and out from our lives..
some may be ur close friend while others are just acquaintance...
some u may like and some u don't..
did i made the right choice? i won't know...
but i don't mean or intend to hurt anyone...
i'm sorry if i hurts you...
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Been so long since the last time i helped my mum in her shop... -can't recall when was the last time...

and gosh.. it was tiring + boring.... it's first day of raya... most of u probably tot will be busier than ever.. well, u're wrong.. i think if am to count those who actually came in and buy is about 10 ppl?? imagine sitting in the shop and watch people passing by the shop.. fricking boring.. tat's y i dislike to take promoter/salesgirl job...

anway, since we had nth to do, mum forced me and bro to clear the store room.. and man! it was full of "rubbish" aka packages of curtains/materials... we only managed to clear part of it( the entrance door's pathway), since mum say it's ok.. so we stopped.. ^^ tat's the tiring part...

good thing is we can go back couple hours early.. tat way both me and my bro can do our college works.. =)

and i probably had to work until sun, depending on mum... sigh.. wish college starts faster.. *sound so bad for choosing college to re-open instead of helping mum*


----being random...------
surfed thru my high school friend's blogs.... only to find out there are quite a number of us- science stream students had chosen the design path instead of professional courses such as accounting, business, laws etc.. which was a surprise to me.. ^^
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