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♥ The Journey of My Life ♥
Thursday, July 31, 2008

Well.. Title says it all.. Alan just uploaded pictures we took during the trip to genting.. finally! haha.. so now i curi it to upload in mua blog.. ;p



on our way there... by putra LRT to Gombak



coincidence had a acrobatic performance by China students



imitating the robot behind us..



Fooling Around.. haha..



it can actually fit 3 of us(gurls)



Gigantic Chair! He seem enjoy sitting on it



oh no! Alan!! Don't drop the books on us..!


tallest guy in Guiness Book.. So we tried to jump as high as we can..





yumyum....



while waiting for time to pass to get into 4D motion master...



suppose to take group pic but end up... sigh.. "good" photographer,Alan!



obviously.. promoting the snowland.. lol..



i wanna go snow wonderland!!



er.. Group hug.? look at wan's face expression.. haha...



Candid! haha...



Izuan.. trying to kiss the flower??



3 gurls with the photographer of the trip-Mr Alan.. haha



Group pic!!

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Monday, July 28, 2008

Lyrics:

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni

Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?

Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi

Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara

Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da

Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de

Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de

Bokura wa futari otona ni natte kita

Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo

Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo

Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de

Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo

Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto

Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo

Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto

Tada negatteru

Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)

English Version:

Why have I fallen for you?

No matter how much time passes,

I thought that you would always be here

But you chose a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?

My feelings that were growing everyday and night

The words begin to overflow

But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you

I felt like I knew you

And the two of us melted together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together

It was so natural for you to be with me

We became adults together

But you chose a different road

Why have I fallen for you?

No matter how much time passes,

I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

For the day that holds a special meaning

For the day where we can stand with happy faces

For you looking beautiful while praying to god

Next to the person who is not me

There is the figure of someone truly blessed

So how am I supposed to see you off?

So why have I fallen for you?

We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?

No matter how much time passes

You were supposed to be at my side (just like that)

But, even though I say that I need you close to me

I just pray that you will be happy forever

No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)


love this song! by TVXQ/ DBSK

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

went to 1 Utama with Adrian and Ee Wah.. Adrian going for chris daughtry's concert at night while me and ee wah went shopping.. We came across a slimming exhibition booth and they offered free fat measurement or something( dont rem the name.. ) so both of us decided to try out... lol


<-- this is my result..

Explaination:

TBW (body water %)= my body lack of water..

FFM= i get cold easily

* true tho.. especially after a movie... haha.. my friends should be have known this long ago..

Protein= i lack of protein

Mineral= lack of mineral as well..

wow.. everything are so low..

also according to the expert, my stomach and thigh have loose muscles(?)

need to exercise more.. but am lazy.. haha

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

This is the first trip ever organized by us for our classmates(college)... it's consider as celebration for previous assessment and as separation trip for us as this year is our final year study together. Sadly only 6 of us able to go...-Alan, Izuan, Leong Teck, Kah Chean, Rachel and i.(those of u who cant go, wasted..lol)


Day 1(21st July 2008)
Weather: raining...

Arranged to gather at Paramount Garden LRT Station while Leong Teck meet us at Gombak Station. ALan, Rachel, Kah Chean and i took lrt to gombak, from there we took bus to genting. Alan's mother followed us to check in for hotel room(reg under her name). while Izuan drove there... Because of tat, we put all our luggages n his car.. price for bus transport and hotel are FOC( used the vouchers). When in the bus.. almost 90% are all old folks-aunty and uncle.. obviously they going to casino.. We reached Genting around noon.. but unable to get the room until 3pm. So we went for lunch at Pizza Hut at First World til 2something... FInally we can enter our room! haha.. guy's room consist of 2 single bed while girl's is one king or queen size bed.

After tat, went walk around First World... coincidence there's a acrobatic performanes by China students(i think). Then, we went into Ripley's Believe it or Not. But Izuan didn't go in. He waited outside for quite long.. lol.. sory yea..
Izuan and Alan played Archery after that dinner.. I ordered the hot plate chicken chop. and honestly, dont taste nice.. my chicken unable to fully cooked but luckily Alan ordered the same food as me.. can use his hot plate to cook. The package said main meal +drink+soup+ice cream... but after eating, i asked the worker and he said no ice cream! while ordering he proposed tat package but didnt tel me about tat. ish.. liddat trick ppl...

Walk around the complex...

tried few types of hats.. playing around.. lol




-wat do u think of him? gorgeous? lol...

Then, we went back to room.. have our own party.. switch on radio, had snacks and sparkling juices and played several games... cards, UNO and heart attack.. Heart attack was the most fun of all.. Alan and Rachel kept losing and we had them making lots of stupid actions... hilarious man...


Day 2(22nd July 2008)
Weather: hot and cold..

The best day! haha.... whole day spent on outdoor theme park and indoor. Sadly Kah chean didnt join us in the roller coaster rides.... almost all of it except the train coaster... Solere Shot! finally i got the chance to ride on it.. cuz before this, either tooooooo many ppl or it's under maintance. Only Izuan and i ride solero shot.. OMgosh! it was.............. freaking scary.. to go sooooooo high and come down and once.. seriously u're flying.. ur body not touching the seat at all! my hand was trembling once got down.. lol... of all the games we played the crazy science lab was the worse!! all we did was sit there and watch the wall goes 360 degrees and the seat moves left right... o_0"

After that, we went back to hotel. rest for one hour before head out for dinner. and we played few indoors games. then, went to play pool... Izuan taught us how to shot the ball and etc... head back to hotel's starbuck... used the profit we earned during the college's carnival to buy the drinks.. and went back to room to play cards again.. but wasn't as fun as yesterday.. probably cuz everyone was too tired..


Day 3(23rd July 2008)
Weather: Cold!!

Got packed and check out at noon. went for lunch and took few group pictures aka candid in first world. den, Rachel, Leong Teck, Alan and me took bus to gombak to paramount garden while Kah Chean followed Izuan's car. Poor Izuan had to become our driver of the day.. haha...
we took bus at 2pm reached gombak at 3pm... but i only able to reach home at 5pm..

Time passes sooooooooooo fast.. blink of eye, 3 days passed just like tat.. sigh...

pictures and slideshow with video will upload once alan sent me the pictures.. hehe =)
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Saturday, July 19, 2008


Fans of Japanese drama?

if you are... do watch this show.. --> LIFE

it's something different. im sure u wont regret watching it.. ^^ oh, and their bg sound are great... altho short but able to blend with the scenes and makes audiences excited/anxious/etc...

Most if the jp shows talks about romances, comedy or story based on reality just like "one litre of tears".


Well, this is something new.. it's not based on reality story but it reflects on reality issue.

This show touches on bully in a high school(seems lke it happens despite a famous or infamous school) and friendships. Altho i must warn you.. in the beginning, few episodes can be consider quite aggressive and violents..


Summary:

Adapted from Keiko Suenobu's manga "LIFE," this drama delves into the dark side of high school life. The story focuses mainly on bullying, but the manga also touches on subjects such as self-mutilation, suicide, and rape. Kitano Kii stars as Ayumu Shiiba, one of the students bullied by a group of classmates led by Ayumu's former friend, Manami Anzai (Fukuda Saki). -- Tokyograph

credit: crunchyroll.com


Everyone are new casts(well, for the students, to me they are since i never see them in any shows before). But i must say, they are talented! everyone played thier role extremenly good.. especially Sako Katsumi it's nt easy to project out that emotion... *thumbs up*

but weird that he didn't win best actor or best supporting actor awards for this show... wasted..
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Thursday, July 17, 2008

Day 1 (14th July 2008)

Today GD 06A&B assessment for Creative Advertising & Corporate Identity.. for us, exam aka assessment is graded through presentation on our artworks/assignments we did throughout the whole semester. Lecturers who attended the assessment are Mr. Henry, Ms. Ong, Mr. Koh, Ms Chou and Mr. Alfred...

Lecturers all seem energetic.. Everyone of us(total 6 ppl) got shot badly(?). Cuz usually only the first person kena bad.. but today everyone almost the same.. and mostly are commented by ms.ong.. wonder why are they so energetic today...

i was the 5th person according to name list.. wasn't as nervous as the acting for Ms. Pecky's but was't prepared for it as well.. there were many points i left out.. sigh... and when ms ong asked questions... i wasn't able to answer most of it... kena shot badly, even bulletproof also unable to protect... i think this is probably the worse presentation... =( Day 2(15th July 2008)

Presentation for Interactive Digital...

for graphic students are to present TVC and Interactive layouts to promote the selected fonts...when i see other's works and compared to mine.. gosh, my work seem childish...

well, least today is better than yesterday.. most lec didnt shot us...
but sadly andrew got chicken pox and unable to present his artwork... wonder will he be held back for presentation next sem.. hmmm...

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anyway, it's freedom now!!! finally everything completed and i have 3 weeks holiday!! yeah..

happy and sad at the same time.. happy cuz need not stay up late at night to rush assignments.

sad cuz do not want to graduate so fast(now is my final year, 2nd sem)
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Sunday, July 13, 2008

First of all, correction for previous post.. according to my friend bon odori is japanese ghost festival.. gomen.. ^^

it was my first time to go there. i went to ee wah's house to wait for others..(Adrian, Jamie n Nicole). around 5pm, we meet up with nicole's friend(he lead us to the sports complex at shah alam) and waited for Nicole's friend's friends to get ready...



-taken behind adrian's car while waiting for the rest...

Then, around 6pm, went to the complex to meet up with andrew.. first stop? to yakult's stall.. why? cuz they were giving out free drinks.. lol..

We walked around... surprised to see the prices of the foods & drinks... wow! so freaking expensive... compare to outside... we ate takoyaki(RM7.00 for 6pcs-still wondering whether is it worth it?) and apple green tea(2 for RM5.00)



-group picture...



-performances on stage, drum and dance... everyone below following the movement.. lol



-me and Nicole...



-me and andrew...



-with japanese girls in yukata(correct?)

Walked around.. sit around til 9pm.. den we went to puchong to mamak for dinner.. lol..

overall, the festival was so so only.. the price are expensive... lol.. ee wah and jamie say this would be the first and last visit.. haha
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

countdown to everything..

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5 weeks to Redang (money money money!!! sigh)

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2 weeks to Genting (can i choose not to go? sux that i suggested it as class trip, can't back out)

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1 week to exam(assessment/presentation)

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1 week to Bon odori( a japanese cultural festival held once a year.. gosh i wanted to go so badly..!)

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4 days to let ms ong finalize my interactive layout(if only i have more time to finish it)



sleep time?? lesser and lesser... :(
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