it's always like that. since form 4, ur attitude stil the same. before is always change ur mind once we're on de way to our destination or when we arrived. n today, we promised to discuss about de trip online. i waited n waited n waited for so long... if i dont msg to ask u, i doubt u would tel me that u cant online. i woke up late, i quickly wake up n switch on my comp waited in front of comp for ur arrival like an idiot. if ur phone dont have credit, ok i understand but now... u know u cant online yet u dont even bother to msg or cal me to inform me. i tot after 2 years, u would have change... apparently it's stil de same old u... im so disappointed... sigh..
not onli that, ur love life also de same. u told me u dont like him, he's not ur cup of tea... but u said u'll give him/tis relationship a try. since u're willing to try, why dont u juz accept him for who he is. u keep telling me u'll try tis relationship yet, during the process. u kept finding his weakness... n complain to me. i mean, if u dislike his weakness, den stop trying. stop giving him hope when in de end u know u'll crush his heart. i juz dont understand u. is it because u feel lonely n coincidence he's there so u grab hold on him whenever u feel like u need someone to be at ur side...? to me, i feel that u're playing his feeling...
