<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d9158260263115246753\x26blogName\x3dComplicatedGurl\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLACK\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://helenzgurl.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://helenzgurl.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d8681287089103520813', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe", messageHandlersFilter: gapi.iframes.CROSS_ORIGIN_IFRAMES_FILTER, messageHandlers: { 'blogger-ping': function() {} } }); } }); </script>
♥ The Journey of My Life ♥
Friday, December 29, 2006

my true love started when i was in form 4.. i was naif and care more about my family, friends and studies more than him. i wasn't a good gf, i admit that... long story short, we broke up in march 2005. i regretted about de break up. a year and 9 months had passed. i thought i had completely forgotten bout him as i had been busy on my college's assignments almost the entire year. but i was wrong. im lying to myself, de fact is i stil haven't move on. i stil hoping for second chance together. i was thinking of confessing my feelings to him.

sadly, my hopes crushed on dec 28th when my friend told me that he's going after another girl. a part of me do wish him and her happe forever as he's a nice guy and deserved someone better. yet another part of me hope i can win him back(but it's soo impossible). now i have to force myself to forget him and move on. but you c, to forget someone is very hard. i let time took its place yet not enough. now i felt like stuck in de past relationship and couldn't move forward. day after day, on the outside i would show my happy face in front of my family and friends while i suffer sadness inside... what can i do to have my life back?
0 comments